I don’t know what it is about you, but I’m so hung up on you. Which this is bad because how my dear friend Roxy likes to point out: “You have a boyfriend!” Granted she’s saying that to me more along the lines of my mad crush on one of the guys who portrays Spider-Man who has an amazing butt and and amazing personality (sometimes he has the personality of Deadpool, though he’ll always deny that he is him, but you never know! ;) Deadpool is a sneaky cheeky funny bastard.) But honestly nothing will ever happen with that because 1)He has a girlfriend (and apparently she’s gorgeous, big whoop.) and 2)I have a boyfriend who I love ever so much and I’m not that kind of woman…granted…I’ve always wondered what my life would have been life if I had stayed single and just had fun with things and people and life……
He would have been a little fun…..
My new team captain Amanda is good friends with him, and she tried to inconspicuously chat it up with him and include me. It was brief, but pretty legit…to this day my friend and fellow coworker swears the first time we ever met he was flirting up a storm with me and wanted to really talk to me…it seemed like a pretty good reason for why he was always ending up chitty-chatting with me and a few other gals, but mostly me lol. Idk I tend to be full of it sometimes, I mean honestly look at me..I’m like plain jane meets indecisive about who she wants to be and how she wants to look and who she wants to be with. Is that bad??? Or ugly??? Ugh I honestly don’t know and I kind of go into this nervous habit response when someone compliments me on my looks (which is often to be completely honest with y’all.) and I basically just say “I try” and smile and shrug it off as well as walk off and continue with my day.
Ahh I’m being so open right now and all it started off with was my ridiculous work crush…well one of two. I can’t believe I have two work crushes, I’m so lame.
I can’t even begin to talk about the first and bigger one of the two. And it sucks because I don’t think he sees me as a work crush even though I’m kinda sure he does because a reliable little birdie at work chirped it so to me one day and it made me laugh and smile just a bit. Is that bad? That I’m craving the attention of another person, and not just another person but a guy, even more so a coworker. That has to be pretty bad. I don’t want to ruin what I have going, I am content and happy. But a little part of me keeps popping up and making me wonder all these what ifs. And it mostly happens when I get to work and he’s working that day and I get to interact with him and mess with him and be a fiery red head and be all sassy and tease him. I’ll be a honest that little part of me is always sad when I don’t see him.
Ugh ok, I’ve vented enough for now, it’s 12:34 in the morning and I’m really tired. Good thing I don’t have to work till 2 today and it’s most likely inventory but at least I’ll be with a few of my favorite people to exist in my life for various funny and interesting reasons. But more on all of them later, I must run off to bed.
Dude I don’t even know why I’m being all fancy feeling and typing right now. Haha. Randomness much?
Have a goodnight Tumblr. ❤️
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